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RIP .
Kim Demitropoulos

i went to a wake yesterdaay . chuck & kelly's cousin passed away . she was only 33 . her death is still unknown . but some people think her husband murdered her . but they arent sure yet so im not assuming that he did .. she had 2 kids i think ? one still a baby . and one thats 3 . the 3 year old doesnt know that her mom is dead .. they dont wanna tell him . he wasnt even at the wake .. sad .. =[

condolences to thee demitropoulos family & thee meehlieb family .

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i updated my playlist . some songs on there were kinda old . so yah . [=

SO0O0 , toomorrow's skooool agen . ahh . i dont wanna goo . but yah .. who does ?

yeah well , im going through that " depressed " thing again . like i was in 7th grade ... n uhh . yah . you kno the story . i think ? , wait no u dont . well idk its kinda personal . tried to break the habit .. but .. watever . who cares ? i sure dont .

lahlahlahlah . i hate being alone . i need to get out of the house . yesterday i was just sitting on my porch looking at my flowers . for like 30 minutes . mmm hmm . relaxing . yet i wanted to cry at the same time .

i hate green day . with a paaasion . urgh . i see so many little 6th graders at school wearing a green day shirt . i want to rip them so baaaaadly . blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah . why i hate green day you ask ? theyre a little too kiddy for me . they remind me of good charlotte . & i haaaaaaate good charlotte . a LOT . lot of their fans are teeny kids . which i find kinda .. eeeeeek . lets just say i dont like bands that play cheesy music . cheesy music --> any song that ends up on " KIDS BOP " .

everyone should be wearing mcr , tbs , fob , the blood brothers .. [etc] shirts . [=

its sad how people at school dont know what vintage is . SAAD !! {<-- emphasized }

i wish i lived somewhere else . i effing hate huntley . its full of hicks and hillbillies . im stuck in the middle of a fcuking cornfield . everyone here is so shallow . and mean . they judge so easily . i've seen a lot of racism here . since .. after all .. this place isnt even 10% african american populated . & if i hear another friggn country song i am going to DIE .

bye kids . gah . i gotta do homework . [ kbar ] .

im sorry . but george bush is a DO0SH .

i didnt do anything all day xept watch the news . george bush is a lazy bum . i dont even know why hes president ! he didnt even lift a finger for freaking 4 days !! people were starving . & he didnt care at all . you know why i think so ? most people in new orleans are black . george bush doesnt do anything xept play golf . it seems like he cares more about iraq than america . helllerrrr .. some of them iraq peeps killed 40,000 something people ! gaaaaaaaaaawwhhh . this is stressing me out .

*sigh* .. republicans . lmao .

edit - 11 : 57 am

hello . [=

whaats up .. well i guess i just updated .. for .. nothing . haha . well im happie we dont have school tommorow ! yipeeee [= im listening to the blood brothers right now . their songs make me feel all warm inside ... mmmmm ..

g2g peeps . [=

hello kiddies . [=

i wore a skirt today . for like thee first time . ha . no not really , i wear skirts sometimes .. just not to skooool . i wore something " bohemian " toodaay . [= yee haaw .

mike dropped something in front of me in the lunch line n he kinda laughed . then he said " can i get that " laughing . and im like .. uh .. alright . then he bended down and he got it .............. was that perverted ? since i was wearing a skirt .. SICK .

that fucking whore . x(

edit - 8 : 29 pm

guess whoo i saaw at buffalo wild wings todaay ?! a bunch of teachers ! aaahh . like .. mr. wakitch [ sp ? ] , mr danner , senor steagall , mr brummer & a bajillian more . i guess they were having a reunion ? ugh . siickk . they were actually acting .. normal ! they were yelling , laughing , DRINKING , and talking like human beings . interesting .......

senor steagall drives a reeally expensive looking bmw . i wanted to key it . i fucking haaate him . x( . everyone thinks hes funny . i just think hes a clown . he TRIES to be funny .. when he actually looks like an idiot & ends up looking scary . i hate hate hate him !! hes soo mean during lunch . his head turns into a tomato . would be funny if he had a heartattack while he was screaming. ha . dood . i dont even thinks he's spanish .. he looks white . but he has kids in mexico ?? .... weird .

i got a new pearl necklace . to add to my million other ones . so now i have ...

- black
- black [ short ]
- pink
- hot pink [ long ]
- white [ short ]
- light yellowishhy
- white [ long ] with sparkly/clear beads  

my sister got me another mcr shirt . but it sucks .. cuz i cant wear it to school cuz its the one with guns on it . gaawh . o well . =[ i still like it :) neone happen to see my chemical romance on mtv today ? ahha . gerard was very very very pretty . [=

QUESTi0NS ...

ya ever get the feeling like ur unwanted . like ur just disturbing someone and that someone wants you to leave them alone ? .. ever wanna feel like you just want to die ? ever feel like everyone hates you ? have u ever felt like theres no REAL friend to turn to when u have problems ? have you ever kept all ur feelings bottled up inside you .. and it drives u CRAZY cuz u cant tell anyone . ever felt like NO ONE takes you seriously ? ever felt so alone ? ever TRIED so hard to impress someone .... when its not even worth it ... cuz that person will prolly never even know u exist ? have you ever wished that you could just poof and disappear ? have you felt like ur nothing but a piece of shit that no one wants to talk to ? ever felt like theres no one that understands you ?  have u ever felt like you just DONT care about anything including urself anymore ? have you ever wished that you were someone else .. cuz the you absolutely HATE the person you are . have you ever been so sad that you cant even sleep at night ? ever get the feeling that everyones talking behind ur back , and next minute they pretend to be ur best friend ? ever get tired of pretending to be happy when ur not ? ever get tired of faking a smile every single time . have you ever bottled up all ur anger and cryed cuz u can never tell anyone ? ever get tired of everyone stepping on top of you like a doormat ? have you ever just let people insult you right in front of you and just laugh along with it .. but you know inside it hurts like a bitch ? have you ever just LET everyone push you around and boss you like ur not even a decent person ? have you ever HATED going to social gatherings cuz u know u wont fit in ?  ..... have you ever felt like no one EVER cared about you ?

been wanting to say that for a while .. but i was kinda scared u guys would think im " suicidal " ...

END 0F THE WORLD .. iTS COMiNG !!

its true . god is giving us a sign . remember when he said that the end of the world will happen when a series of disasters happen ? hmm .. lesseee .

1 . september 11
2 . tsunami
3 . and now we get all these damn hurricanes .

next thing you know aliens will come that suck us up in their little spaceship and suck up all our brains . [= then tom cruise will save the world . :)

x3